I feel like every time I look at the clock lately, it’s 11:11.  What’s normally a cool or corky moment for someone to make a wish has become a daunting time of day for me.  I can’t help but think “What on earth do I even want to wish for?”  Over the past year or so I’ve become confused by what I want or how I should go about reaching what I think that I want.  This applies to all decisions across the board: relationships, career path, personal goals, people that I surround myself with, etc.  I know that I have so many ambitions, and all of them are so big, it’s overwhelming to think that I can attain any of them right now.  There are days when I feel like everything is holding me back, but I don’t even know where I’m trying to go.  

I had a conversation with a friend yesterday on this issue and it got me thinking even more about what I’m trying to do with my life, and I came to a simple conclusion.  I have all of the available resources and opportunities at my disposal to do whatever I want.  Unfortunately that makes deciding even more difficult.  Just like anyone, I’m in pursuit of happiness.  I’m just trying to pick the right path.

Thanks for reading my ramblings guys :)

-Shay